Family ~
i just had a serious chit chat with my 7 years old brother.
sure enough he is just 7, but i assure you, our conversation was serious.
I find it difficult to understand things from my mother's perspective, really. as i converse with my brother, it seems that he is seeing things only from his small little world. I know that each time i confront my parents about it, they always say "kids are all the same". But is that really the case? I really hope for an understanding of what is going through my parent's mind, mostly my mum though.
from what i see, i dun see why every kid has to be the same. I tried, tried taking care of my brother's character. but each time my parents would butt in and tell me to stop. Fine, i thought at first that it was my method, so i changed my tactic.
i tried again, but once again my parents gave the same reply "you were once like that"
worst reply ever ! of all things, i really wish for my brother to not be like me, cause i really did not quite like my character back in my childish days.
On one hand, i need to take care of my brother, but on the other, i cant stand to see him with that stuck up attitude and not do anything about it. it goes against my principal. it just irritates me so much, to see something that goes against my belief and i cant do anything about it.
sure i could ignore what my parents say and carry on with my parental ways. but.. truth of the matter is that my focus is on my relationship with my mum. no matter what, i dun want it to be any worse than what it is now. seriously anger is an evil thing, should i let my mum know of my anger that is created due to how she takes care of my bro, all hell will break loose !
She's great in taking care of people's physical needs, but for others, i dun think so. day by day, it becomes a more integral part of me to view my mum as a childish person. and i hate that thought, it make it tougher for me to communicate with my mum. i detest this sort of thinking, but it has already become so natural.
i am pretty much at a lost now, back to square one where i am clueless as to what to do.
