How much do you desire for the lost to be saved ? far are you willing to go to save that lost soul ? to spread the good news ? to bring the light to the lives of others ?

I need to break away from my stereotype mindset, if i continue to stereotype people, then i will gradually find more faults with them, bearing more grudges as the days go by.

I can't be certain if i am merely stubborn or judging people as stereotypes, i have heaps of expectations of people, some of which does not irritate me as much as other, while there exist a handful of attributes that seriously ignites my anger. either way, its not healthy for the soul to be constantly finding faults at others, it serves as a stepping stone for the devil to crawl into my heart.

quoted from "you'll come"-hillsongs

i have decided....

i have resolved...

to wait upon you Lord..

i'll hold on to these words for a little while longer, making it a habit to constantly wait upon the God almighty :D

人费神省，苏能无果。

not sure if it is written correctly .. but .. point is, humans are not God, everyone makes mistakes.

i want to be firm, not stubborn .

i dun know what is right and what is wrong, but i do know that i value my beliefs, i value my friends around me, brothers and sisters in christ, my family.

sacrifices are needed all the time, what is right and what is wrong, i leave it for the spectators to decide for themselves ah, personally, i will not go against my own belief.

I know i am inadequate, spiritually, mentally and physically, i have not much authority on the people around me, i have no idea how they view me. but for the sake of their good, i will do whatever it takes.

God sent his son down to die on the cross, cause he loved us so, he broke his own heart for us.

I will do whatever it takes to bless others, even if it means i have to hurt myself.

dun worry, i wun emo, i got used to all these routine already, the constant cycle, i acknowledge my position and am aware of my own stand and capabilities. no matter how things turn out in the end, i'll still praise God, not what i lost, but what i am blessed with :D

getting out of my comfort zone, doing things that i dun usually do.

Sometimes i just require a push every now and then to get me moving, similar to a horse, at time to time, you need to slap its butt to get it to move. I guess the same applies to me, need someone to wake me up every now and then to get me to work and do the things that i should.

things that are suppose to be habitual are not yet in place. things that should have been disposed of is still left uncleared.

to get closer, i need to persevere.. need to P.U.S.H. !

great sacrifices are sometimes needed to achieve greater heights.

I'll make the sacrifice cause I wanna give you 100%, not gonna hold back !

for the greater good !