I just realized today that the place where people are born into, decides half of their fate.

I used to think that everyone would more or less be the same, like .. regardless of their surroundings, their circumstance. I believed that if a person tried hard enough then anything is possible. But today, i realized that ... that is not the case...

I found out that the place in which a person is born into, will shape their future and their mentality in one way or another.

Take for example a person that is:

born into a poor family, would value cash alot

born into a family that doesn't know how to reflect love, would value being loved alot

For me, I am born into a blessed family, there have been tough times, but in general, all has been good. Yet I feel disheartened at times, because I cannot relate to families that are not as blessed.

I want understanding, I want to know what it is like to have a bumpy life, to have a bad start. It means so much to me, to be able to understand to your situation.

None but God alone can bring me there, to the place of understanding.

perhaps i'm like over sensitive ? but why do i keep getting the feeling that i'm offending someone ?

love is in abundance in this world, the problem is that people choose not to see it, they dun say it and they have no idea how to express it out.

its so simple, just telling ur friend "I love you" or "you are loved", just to let them know that they are cherished. but yet it is also very very difficult, when was the last time you told someone that you cherished them ? when was the last time you told someone that you loved them ?

Love is in abundance all around, start showing people love. Christ started the ball rolling by giving His life, now you just have to pass it on

most likely will be guitar-ing every saturday before service

people always want to do things, but yet hardly anyone steps up to actually doing it

what's holding you back from doing what you want ? schedule ? obstacles ? lack of manpower ? or the uncertainty ?

i find it to be very very weird that people can so easily voice out about the things they want to do, but yet hardly anyone gets down to really doing it.

truthfully, if you are not gonna do anything about it and simply just babble, then i would rather you not talk about it. talk is cheap, loads of people say of their dreams , but only a small fraction actually put in the effort to accomplish and work towards it.

today i've gotten the full set of the vongola rings (version2)

when the purchase was made, i was initially happy, cause they look awesome ! with the shiny surface, glistening under the lightings, haha. they truely look beautiful, but then ... the bad new is that my brother already broke the sky ring already, so now the sky ring is without the gemstone in the middle.

at first i was really really very irritated, cause its like it broke just like that ! i haven gotten a chance to let it rest on my finger and the thing is that after my brother broke the ring, there was no remorse, neither did he apologise. i can tell that he is guilty though, but seriously, i understand that he is still young and all, but come on dude, isn't part of the basics to simply apologize ? like seriously, he broke the ring and didn't say sorry, and just returned it to me and disappeared from the scene. no sense of responsibility at all !

i really couldn't get over it, its like seriously, when you break something, at least apologize ! when i ask him how ? (since he broke it) he simply replied saying "dun keep asking me how, cause i dunno"

wa ... my blood boil ah , totally infuriated by my brother's lack of responsibility and ownership.