every year it happens, get close to a girl and 6 months later the friendship is broken, every single year. history just keeps repeating.

Sometimes i wished that i had cared less. if i ... didnt care so much about wanting to do things for you.

we would probably still be sms buddies. i have no idea why i wanted to see you so much. maybe i'm cursed, or probably destined to have such a life. i tried hard

i tried hard to be someones best friend, i tried hard simply so that i could be important in somebody else's life.i dunno why i have to lose at least 1 friend every year. i told so many people. but noone seems to understand.

my heart is heavy, i have no idea what to do

this year will be crucial. will bet everything in this year.

God bless me

Do or Die... make or break... this year determines all. if i lose another friendship this year. i'll cut all ties with females. i cant take it anymore.